Keep Joining Online Courses To Strengthen The Foundation

Assalamualaikum and good morning.

Hi all.

Last week, my colleague shared about the online course offered by Malaysia Digital Economy Centre. It is Google Certificate Program in Coursera. Told him that I did know about the program but you need to pay to obtain the cert. He said it's free because there is budget allocation to sponsor those who want to learn but you need to register under the MDEC. It's legit until May 2023.

Decide to give it a try. It takes 2,3 days for them to respond to my email after the registration. Email from Grow With Google Malaysia together with the link. Currently enrolled for Google Digital Marketing & E-commerce course. 

One thing that I love about these online courses is you can learn at your own pace. At this age, to focus on something without being distracted is a little bit challenging. It's good to have something to fill in my free time. 

Happy 2023

 Assalamualaikum and good morning.

It's almost the mid of February. Still joining the online course. Can't believe it's almost a year. I know I don't write much even though I kept telling that I would write. But still. Haha.

Will keep trying to write as I need a medium to lash out everything inside me. I know I tend to keep it inside. Sometimes, I vent it out to my other sibling about what happened in the house. Psychologically, I'm not that strong. Better to chill out before I do something worst. 

Taking Order For Raya Celebration

 Assalamualaikum and good night

Currently, I'm quite busy in taking orders for the Raya a.k.a AidilFitri celebration. The residents are really happy as the government planned to announce the endemic condition for Covid starting from 1 April. Finally, freedom. 

So, people are willing to spend more money buying clothes. I take orders for Zefiks Collection, MINAZ Boutique and still Jovian Brands. Put Jovian face masks on hold so that I can focus on clothing ranges. With the current situation, I can't help but wonder what if one day the government announce that we do not need to wear face mask anymore. I do not want to waste any money to keep the stock with me. Maybe it's just my overthinking. Again. 

For the Raya Collection, we do ship worldwide. Just want to share the collection here.

This one is from MINAZ Boutique

These are some designs from Zefiks Collection

Can Never Say No

 Assalamualaikum and good night

It's still cold outside. It would be nice to have a warm soup at this time. The temptation is damn real when you watched eating scene in a Korean drama. And it's RAMYEON. I think no one could resist the power of instant noodles. Ha-ha.

Here, you go

Chicken flavored instant noodle with green chilies and egg

Kinda my comfort food

I wonder at what time I would fall asleep. Drank a bitter coffee this evening. I'm a caffeine lover. Americano is my favourite. Remember one time when we were allowed to dine in, I ordered one iced Americano and the cashier even bothered to explain that it's bitter. I was like, "What?!'. Then my sister told him that I always drink that. Maybe people don't often order that drink. 

It's bitter latte.

Extra shot of espresso I guess

Till next time. 

 

Finally, It's Covid-19

Assalamualaikum and good evening.

Previously, I thought I'm sick due to the weather changing but unfortunately, it's covid. Just having the mild symptom like cough and mild flu, but still need to be quarantined. 

It's a clear two line on the test kit.

Got tested at the nearby private clinic

End up positive covid-19

It's better to be quarantined at home with others. A total of six of us. It's kind of weird because most of time, I stayed at home. Take care of my sick mum and house chores. Since we are under home quarantine, I feel bored to the death. I do wonder why. Nothing changes in my daily routine. So why? I can't understand myself. Maybe because there are others in the same house. I don't know. 

Got a call from the district health office, asking about us. Just keep updating the authority through the apps created. Thanks God I bought a smart watch before. Can use it to monitor the pulse, oxygen rate and blood pressure. 

Let's stay home till it ends

Only experience mild symptoms because I have already taken the booster injection. Stay safe everyone. Take care.

Down Due To The Change In Weather

 Assalamualaikum and good night

Coughing (sore throat) and sneezing (flu) are taboo things today. Because they are symptoms of covid-19. Decide to run a self test at home. Kind of nervous actually and hoping it's negative. It's the third day of me having sore throat and stuffed nose.

We have a whole box of self test kit at home. My siblings are food delivery riders so they met a lot of people. Even the quarantine ones. Sigh. It's part of that job, can't do anything about that. But we can take precaution right. Test kit and sanitizer are a must have thing at home. Better safe than sorry. 

It's a clear one line.

It's negative.

I'm just having sore throat and flu due to the weather change. It's pouring rain outside. Some places are already flooded. Hope everyone is safe. 

Brain Freeze Due To The Cold

 Assalamualaikum and good morning.

It's raining again. The weather changed a lot recently. It's hot for a couple of days and then turned wet afterward. Till now. It's still pouring heavily outside. 

My voice started to change since last night. I kind of loss my smelling sense. Need my nose right now. One day doing nothing, not listen to the course. Try to get back to it this morning, but I just can't focus for a 10 minute video. What? Feeling sleepy to the max. With that kind of weather, yes, bed is calling for me so bad. 

Laundry is not done. Dirty clothes pile up, even can beat Mount Everest. Haha. I really hate wet weather ever since I stayed home. Everyone is still in bed, enjoying the cozy weather. Including the 4 orange kittens. 

I Want To Start A New Fresh

 Assalamualaikum and good evening

It has been a long while since the last post. 

Covid-19 hits us differently, in a hard way. Most of us are still struggling damn hard for a survival. Financial instability does break us. We curse, we fight, we cry, we're frustrated damn much. I do keep it inside and sometimes I wonder how long that I can take it. People do say many, such things to others. Can you be more sensitive about others? Hell yeah, they got feelings too. I start to hate that question lately, but people do got no common sense. Behaviour and response give so much hint, why can they just take it? Sigh.

Starting Jan 2022, I've been enrolled into free courses online. I can learn something new or getting more knowledge. Ever since the government enforced the lockdown law in the last two years, few people do share about the free online course. It's good to study rather than spend free time doing nothing. However, I'm just starting to do so. Online study can give lots of distraction. Well, you just need to listen to the course and taking note if needed. It takes me one day just to finish a 2-hour course. Will try my best to get used to it. My body is still adapting in order to become a morning person AGAIN. I re-install mobile games recently and played it a lot at night, sometimes till 2,3 am in the morning. Of course, it's not easy to get up early, huh. Well, wish me luck.

I hope I can write consistently. I wanna to keep this as my online journal. 

Thank you for blogwalking. Do people still do that, huh? 

Seeking For Help

Assalamualaikum and good evening

It has been a while
Me, thinks of something
Had been done few of depression tests online
Similar results each time
Depression might be growing on me

Yeah
I do have some thoughts
That actually shows the symptoms

Has been asking someone about this
If she knows someone
Will try to approach the counselor soon

Used to read somewhere
Depression can kill

With what happened recently
It may be a sign from God
To get back to Him

Hope to get good mental health

Got Next Scientist Emails At The Right Time

Assalamualaikum and good evening

Just got back from my part time job

Kind of my exercise routine

Like Kevin Zahri said, we should enjoy what we do while sweating

In these three days

Got emails from the next scientist editor

The content is just right slapping me the bitter truth

Yes

To be honest

I do

Considering to quit my study

Especially the one who really wants to see me wearing bonnet is no longer here

But I'm at the stage that quitting is an excuse, not an option

In that email, Julio said that it's better to have a coach 

To monitor the progress made

Preferably a counselor

But at least you have someone to talk to, it's should be okay

Reading those emails really opened up my eyes

That I must do the same

In order to finish my study
Hoping that the encouragement is strong enough

Hoping that the determination and motivation are high enough

God doesn't put you in a situation that you can't handle
Everything happened for a reason

It's up on us to see the light behind

Pearl Drink Is Trending

Assalamualaikum and good morning

Just woke up in the middle of the night

AGAIN

 It has been since last week

Well, my body clock kind of change right now

And feeling hungry in the early morning

Boba or the black pearl in the drink

Somehow, I don't know why it's on trend right now

Like every shop is making this drink these days

Have been tried a few brands of Boba drink 

Tealive

Chatime

Xin Fu Tang

Daboba

Black Whale

The Alley

Tea Amo

Secret Recipe

Family Mart

To be honest, most of the shops listed above have made this drink since like ages ago

Why go viral now?

And of course, the halal issue is the main concern

Islam is simple

You can ask directly about the ingredients

If there's no doubt, you can have that drink with ease

Otherwise, simply don't consume it

People are kind of mad when they are being judged for questioning that

But it's true

Yes, we know that you wanna keep out the syubhah in food

But then, don't judge people who are having this drink like they are drinking something non-halal

Typical mindset of some people in Malaysia

Yes, I'm not that religious 

But still manage to have the basic in me

They always considered themselves religious because of their appearance

Do you think those who wear kopiah, tudung labuh are that respectable?

Well, some of them are rude bastards

Thinking that they are good enough compared to others

Been dealing with that kind of people since ages

I got one in my rental house

Wearing all the sopan-look clothes

Tudung labuh, jubah etc

But she's just a bitch

Rude, ignorant, lazy bum

Well, not so religious la

Appearance can be deceiving, okay

Don't judge a book by its cover

Got to study now

Bye

Missing Mr F

Assalamualaikum and good night

Almost midnight here, in Malaysia

I can't trace Mr F whereabout these days

To be honest, since last November

Yes, some bad things happened to him

News spread pretty quickly

But the root or source of them are still doubtful

And people tend to believe it

Sighhh

For the last 10 days of Ramadhan 

Mr F appears 

Breaking fast and pray at mosques

Till hari raya

And then go back into hiding in his cave

Somewhere I don't know

I wish I knew

p/s: I got a Hari Raya card from his brother

Thesis And Distraction

Assalamualaikum and good evening

Something pops up in my twitter

Saying that keep posting in english can help to improve english

Since english is not my native tongue

Then I remember that I'd done that quite some times

But I'm not that consistent

I write when I feel wanna write

That's why not much posting here

Hehehe

Still struggling with my study
Sighhhhh

It Has Been A While

Assalamualaikum & Good morning

Out of sudden

Just remind that I have my own blog

Lots of dust in here

Maybe I should start to write here again

Really impressed with the stats

Quite long time with no update

People do blog walking

Thank you for your visit

Get Rid Of Wisdom Tooth

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon

Something was wrong with my tooth since Saturday

Due to financial instability, decide to bear the pain

And this morning

Wake up damn early

To go the dental clinic

Arrived at the clinic at 7.40am

I was the 10th patient

Got my name called

Doctor asked me regarding the appointment made for my impacted wisdom tooth

She afraid that might be the same teeth

I told her no, it was another wisdom tooth

Then, she proceed with the treatment

My tooth was decayed badly

The best option was remove it completely

Pretty scare since I didn't done it in years

The doctor calm me down

And inject me with the anaesthesia

Twice as I still can feel the pain a little bit 

It was done

I refused to keep my tooth

When doctor asked me if I want it

Done with the payment

Quite cheap as it's a government dental clinic

On my way back home

Just remember that I should keep at least a photo of my tooth

Sigh

Kind of regret it

Still got the cotton inside my mouth right now

I hope it's not painful after anesthetics lost effect

Working For Some Pocket Money

Assalamualaikum and good morning

It has been a while

Busy with life as a student

My mom is sick

Since November

She was diagnosed as a stroke patient

Can't move the right side of her body

Quite a terrifying moment for me

As I still need her as my motivation

Selling clothing range for some pocket money

We are financially struggling a bit as one of my sister sacrifice her job for taking care of my mum

At the same time, need to save money 

Not spending much like before

Interested in whatever I'm selling?

Click on these link before

Directly to the page

Facebook Shop

IG shop

Let me know
We do shipping worldwide

Spread the words

Thank you very much

p/s: Will be back home this Christmas holiday to visit my mum. She's progressing quite good to recover

Happy Birthday Dear You

Assalamualaikum

It's a bit pass the midnight in Malaysia

Still wide awake

Today is Friday

Someone's special day

Happy Bornday

Happy Birthday

Mr F

May Allah shower you with greatness and blessing 

I wish I can say this right in front of you

May Allah fulfill my dream

A dream to have you

As my other half

In my life

Ameen

p/s: this song is stuck in my head for the past few days

I cannot take it
I'm not gonna wait
I know I can't have you
But I keep missing you

Not gonna wait
I'm not ok
I'll go to you
A little closer
Just come into my arms, even for a moment
Stay with me, even if it's in my dreams

(Live Up To Your Name OST)

(Mr F, you crossed my mind when I listen to this song for the first time)

Let's Get It Done

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning

My page views keep increasing even though it's in small number

I don't expect people to read

But THANK YOU for blog walking

Last week, my friend had her viva voce

The one who was registered same period with me

I'm happy for you, Dr.

At the same time, kind of sad because i'm still struggling

Like what I've read on FB,

Everyone has different journey and zone time

I believe mine is soon enough

Still on the thesis and finishing the labwork

Hope to get it done by next month and just waiting for the analysis' results

I know I've been saying this quite some times

I know what I plan but I don't what God plans for me

I believe it's the best for me

Keep doing whatever I'm doing right now

p/s: miss you, dad

Live Up To Your Name

Assalamualaikum and very good evening

It has been 3 months since the last time I wrote something here

Nothing much changed since then. 

A little bit on my thesis. 

Yeay to myself.

Quite lose in the world of Korean entertainment industry. 

Yes, for me, it's much better than my own country.

Not so into kpop music but more into drama and variety show 

Feeling old when heard kpop songs from 5,6 years ago

Most groups have been disbanded

Mostly girl group

Too much competition, I guess

Time-travel drama

Don't know why, but I enjoyed such drama

This time, medical-related-time-travel drama

Live up to your name

Story on traditional acupuncture 

Way before the modern treatment

The weather is so cloudy outside right now

Going home late today

The first day of new semester

Dear Hardworking, Please Come To Me

Assalamualaikum and good morning

Currently in the lab

Air-cond is NOT functioning

So damn HOT

Can burn so much fat in this situation

Will be away for 2 weeks starting next weekend

Will be going home for Aidilfitri

Hence, not so into working mood

Already

Thank god

Currently waiting for my samples to be analysed

For structural confirmation

Yeah, NMR analysis

Can rest a bit

The queue is damn long

Hoping that can be settled within next week

So I can be in ease

Not worrying much

Still working on my thesis

To be honest

Lab works are much preferable than writing

It's not that easy to put everything into words

Fighting till the end