Seeking For Help

Assalamualaikum and good evening

It has been a while
Me, thinks of something
Had been done few of depression tests online
Similar results each time
Depression might be growing on me

Yeah
I do have some thoughts
That actually shows the symptoms

Has been asking someone about this
If she knows someone
Will try to approach the counselor soon

Used to read somewhere
Depression can kill

With what happened recently
It may be a sign from God
To get back to Him

Hope to get good mental health

Got Next Scientist Emails At The Right Time

Assalamualaikum and good evening

Just got back from my part time job

Kind of my exercise routine

Like Kevin Zahri said, we should enjoy what we do while sweating

In these three days

Got emails from the next scientist editor

The content is just right slapping me the bitter truth

Yes

To be honest

I do

Considering to quit my study

Especially the one who really wants to see me wearing bonnet is no longer here

But I'm at the stage that quitting is an excuse, not an option

In that email, Julio said that it's better to have a coach 

To monitor the progress made

Preferably a counselor

But at least you have someone to talk to, it's should be okay

Reading those emails really opened up my eyes

That I must do the same

In order to finish my study
Hoping that the encouragement is strong enough

Hoping that the determination and motivation are high enough

God doesn't put you in a situation that you can't handle
Everything happened for a reason

It's up on us to see the light behind

Pearl Drink Is Trending

Assalamualaikum and good morning

Just woke up in the middle of the night

AGAIN

 It has been since last week

Well, my body clock kind of change right now

And feeling hungry in the early morning

Boba or the black pearl in the drink

Somehow, I don't know why it's on trend right now

Like every shop is making this drink these days

Have been tried a few brands of Boba drink 

Tealive

Chatime

Xin Fu Tang

Daboba

Black Whale

The Alley

Tea Amo

Secret Recipe

Family Mart

To be honest, most of the shops listed above have made this drink since like ages ago

Why go viral now?

And of course, the halal issue is the main concern

Islam is simple

You can ask directly about the ingredients

If there's no doubt, you can have that drink with ease

Otherwise, simply don't consume it

People are kind of mad when they are being judged for questioning that

But it's true

Yes, we know that you wanna keep out the syubhah in food

But then, don't judge people who are having this drink like they are drinking something non-halal

Typical mindset of some people in Malaysia

Yes, I'm not that religious 

But still manage to have the basic in me

They always considered themselves religious because of their appearance

Do you think those who wear kopiah, tudung labuh are that respectable?

Well, some of them are rude bastards

Thinking that they are good enough compared to others

Been dealing with that kind of people since ages

I got one in my rental house

Wearing all the sopan-look clothes

Tudung labuh, jubah etc

But she's just a bitch

Rude, ignorant, lazy bum

Well, not so religious la

Appearance can be deceiving, okay

Don't judge a book by its cover

Got to study now

Bye

Missing Mr F

Assalamualaikum and good night

Almost midnight here, in Malaysia

I can't trace Mr F whereabout these days

To be honest, since last November

Yes, some bad things happened to him

News spread pretty quickly

But the root or source of them are still doubtful

And people tend to believe it

Sighhh

For the last 10 days of Ramadhan 

Mr F appears 

Breaking fast and pray at mosques

Till hari raya

And then go back into hiding in his cave

Somewhere I don't know

I wish I knew

p/s: I got a Hari Raya card from his brother

Thesis And Distraction

Assalamualaikum and good evening

Something pops up in my twitter

Saying that keep posting in english can help to improve english

Since english is not my native tongue

Then I remember that I'd done that quite some times

But I'm not that consistent

I write when I feel wanna write

That's why not much posting here

Hehehe

Still struggling with my study
Sighhhhh