I Am Missing You

Read my sis's blog regarding the story of what happened on before and on the day (11th July). So, I decide to tell my part of story which may be damn shock more than hers since I was there at home. It will be a mix language of Malay and English.

11th July 2013

Sound of incoming text wakes me up. Hell yeah, I slept after subuh. 

Mr S: Salam. Bila nak datang ambil kereta?

So I tell my mum that Mr S texted me.

Umi: Gi ambil dengan ayah la. Umi mane tahu drive kereta auto.

So my mum gave my dad a call.

Umi: Ayah, Mr S mesej tanya pukul berapa nak gi ambil kereta.

Ayah: Umi gi la ambil dengan yaa.

Umi: Umi mane pernah drive kereta auto. Yaa pun lame dah x drive kereta. Kalau gi dengan ayah, kita gi kedai kereta naik myvi. Lepas tu, ayah drive kereta saga tu balik rumah.

Ayah: Kalau gitu, gi ambil petang la. Lepas ayah habis kerja. Pukul 3 lebih ke.

Then, my mum conveyed that to me. Me said I don't mind. It's up to him.

Ayah: Kalau ada org kat kaunter JUPEM ni, boleh la ayah balik kejap.

After a while, he called my mum back telling that he's coming home since someone is replacing his job. That was around 10.30 a.m if i'm not mistaken. So I take a bath and get ready. Both me and my mum are waiting for him at the living room. After 1 hour, my dad is still not home. My mum give him a call. No answer. Another phone call at 12.00 p.m. And yet, still no answer. 

Around 12.20 p.m, a car stopped right in front of my house. My dad's colleagues. It's quite weird to see them that time. They are really quite. 

Umi: Datang nak ambil alat ngukur ke?

En Fendi: Kak Mah buke pintu pagar ni dulu.

En Fendi, En Sabri, En Rosli and En Alias. Dorg nampak serba salah. Macam nak bgtahu something.

En Fendi: Kak Mah, ade benda nak bgtahu psl abg din ni.

Umi: Kak Mah pn tgh tunggu abg din balik la ni. Tp tak sampai lagi.

En Fendi: Harap Kak Mah sabar byk2. Abg din dh xde.

Umi: Abg din gi mana plak?

En Fendi: Abg Din kemalangan tadi mase on the way nak balik. Meninggal dunia. 

En Fendi: Nak ajak gi tgk jenazah kat hospital. Kak Mah ok x?

Umi: Kak Mah ok, kak mah redha je.

Umi: Kejut along bangun, gi hospital

Me are really speechless. Is it true? Rushing go into the room and waking my sister up. We are kind of blur when Mr Rosli said he will drive us to the hospital. Not far form my house, I got a call from my aunt asking me about the new car. Directly tell her about my dad. She said that she will be go straight away to the hospital. Along the way, my sister kept calling our relatives and close friends. It's a shock for everyone.  Out of sudden, En Rosli stopped the car at the road side. He told us that the accident happened in front of the bicycle shop. Don't know why, I said he must be kidding. Unfortunately, he said yes. My eyes got teary then. To tell the truth, I really hope that was not my dad along the way to the hospital. 

Reached the hospital. Most of my dad's colleagues were there. My neighbour was there since she is a nurse. The staff kept telling us to have patience while open up the black plastic covering the body. I only look at the half face of my dad. It's him. It's really really him. My tears fall down as heavy as the rainstorm. My neighbour hugged me right away. One of the female colleague take me away from that room and calm me down. Texted my friend Qik and Fit telling them about my dad. Qik called me straight away. 

Since my mum refused the post mortem, the hospital prepare for the funeral. My mum said the funeral is after Asar prayer. My other two sisters are on their way home. I bet they are crying damn hard as they cannot see my dad's face for the very last time. My mum asked me to take a photo to show to my sisters. Everything was settle roughly about 5.30 p.m. My younger sister Lin reached home at 6.00 p.m while Sarah was at 12.00 a.m. Along kept telling them to let everything go. 

It was supposed to be a happy day since I've got my new car but it's turned out to be the most saddest day in my life. I really want to see him wearing my PhD gown as well as he was wearing my sister's master gown. I guess he will never make it.

Rest in peace dad.

I will be a good daughter after this and try not to burden you there.

Al-Fatihah

Thanks God For The Most Valuable Person In My Life

11th July 2013

Date that all of my family members will remember. My beloved dad gone face our Maker. It's totally a shock for us. But as human, we accept the truth as we will also return to Him one day. Another sad thing is my brother's birthday is on 12th July. The memories of us will last forever. 

Miss you, dad

Day Trip To Kota Bharu

I was home since I got some matters to settle down with. Follow my mum's trip to Kota Bharu. This state is next to my state. Travel roughly 3 hours to reach there. The first destination is Ranjau Panjang. The elder love to shop here. The stuffs are quite cheap. Maybe because it's close to Thailand. Bought myself a black cardigan and new blouse. But still cannot beat Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur. Haha.

The Mosque

Time for shopping

With my only brother

The traffic was stuck for an hour because of a tragic accident. The car was totally crushed. Reached home at 1.30 am.

Lunch And Movie

Accompanied my friend to pick her cousin up at Subang Parade. Never go to that mall before so we end up using the GPS to the mall. Miss the junction cause us to go around in the housing area before get back to the main road. Went to the cinema first to buy the ticket. MBO cinema. It's my first hear that cinema. Well, used to go to TGV and GSC cinema. 

Monster University 

White House Down 

(Will watch it later)

Since got 1 hour before the movie time, decide to have our meal first. We ate nothing since the morning. We had our meal here - T.G.I. Fridays

Tissue

Grilled Lamb

(Not finish it as still got raw part, me only eat well done meat) 

Frankly speaking, it's gonna be my first and the last time eat at such restaurant. Well, it costs a lot. Prefer korean food more. Hehe. 

Dinner + Movie

Decide to have our dinner at Street Cafe (again). Drove to Sunway Pyramid after perform our solat. Not so many people at the mall but the parking lots are quite full. What-so-ever. Thanks to K-drama, now we love to eat K-food. Enjoy the dinner while listening to the K-pop. Random playlist I think. As usual, the menu are bibimbap (mixed rice), kimbap (rolled rice), chicken sticks and korean tea. Bon apetit. 

Kimbap (Rolled rice)

A slice of kimbap

- They wrapped cucumber, carrot, chicken ham and radish in the rice -

Some of my friend said that this movie is totally awesome. Run away to the cinema to buy the ticket. Sadly, the seat available are very close to the screen. So decide for not watching there (still not give up). Drove back to Shah Alam and went to AEON Bukit Raja. Straight away to the cinema and we got our ticket. 

World War Z ticket

New collection of tumbler 

Still not watching monster university but get the tumbler first as it's limited edition. Will watch it later. World war Z is damn awesome. How the zombie virus spread throughout the world. Israel is damn bad, cross the communication of India just to know about the virus and keep it to themselves. What a selfish nation. Me pissed off. One thing that me love is the research lab of WHO. It's good to have such lab to do work. I wish I get one like that. It's quite worthy for Brad Pitt to produce such film. 

BoA - Only One

You're only getting farther

You're the only one

As much as I loved you

You're the only one

It hurts and hurts and it's foolish but good bye

Though I may never see you again

You're the only one

When will my head erase you

I will let you go

One day, two days, one month, if long term then a few years

My baby can't forget

And someday in your memories

I won't live in it

You will erase me

Frankly speaking, someone crossed my mind when I'm listen to this song. Somehow, still miss you sometimes. I guess I'm not completely let you go yet. Dear God, please help me get over him. 

p/s: Enjoy the song...

Homemade Dukbokki

Dukbokki is a korean snack. It's also known as spicy rice cake. In Korea, it's a street food in which you can find it anywhere even at a small stall by the road. 

Duk (Rice cake)

 

Dukbokki sauce

Cheese

  

These are the steps for cooking the spicy rice cake:

1. Boil water (1.5 cup) together with the anchovies (to get the anchovy stock)

2. Add the dukbokki sauce

3. Add in vegetables (carrot, cabbage, celery), crab stick and fish cake

4. Finally, add the rice cake.

(No additional seasoning since I used the ready-made sauce)

The sauce will be sticky. You may add some water.

5. Lastly, serve it with melted cheese and egg. 

p/s: Can have it in a plate but Korean normally eat it in frying pan. 

Dukbokki

Non-Malaysian Food Again

Not sure either the deal is still on or not. Google it to confirm. And yes, the deal is on. Went to Setia City Mall to have our lunch at Sushi King. Since the bonanza is only valid for card holder, need to present the member card before enter. Luckily, I brought the card. I should keep all the cards in my purse. Such a waste since the three of us only spent about 20 minutes in the restaurant. Totally full after eating 5 plates of sushi.

Sushi King

At this shopping mall, Daiso is kind of must-enter shop. This shop sells all the stuff from Japan at such a cheap price. Mostly RM5 per item. Bought a white board so that I can write up all the things that I need to do. Then, I can meet the dateline.

Right before go to the parking lot, we go to Urban Fresh. Straight away go to the korean/japanese section. Got so many korean snack and can-drink there. Just bought pepero stick and banana milk. Give up on milkis drink as I drank it so many times before. 

Korean Snack

Henry - Trap

I want to forget you 

I want to fly away 

I want to let you go 

I want to be free 

p/s: enjoy the song...

New Housemate

Sis Ana is moving out. It's because of her workplace. It would be damn time consuming if she stayed in Shah Alam. Lose my chat-gossip girls. Hukhuk. There will be another girl replace Sis Ana in this house. I forget her name. Sorry dear. If not mistaken, Sis Ana told us that she's 18 years old. Such a young age. Wait, stay outside (rent house) at such age. Well, don't want to comment. It's her life. 

No longer the youngest girl in the house. 

Damn sad. 

T_T