Monday, September 16, 2019

Got Next Scientist Emails At The Right Time

Assalamualaikum and good evening

Just got back from my part time job
Kind of my exercise routine
Like Kevin Zahri said, we should enjoy what we do while sweating
In these three days
Got emails from the next scientist editor
The content is just right slapping me the bitter truth
Yes
To be honest
I do
Considering to quit my study
Especially the one who really wants to see me wearing bonnet is no longer here
But I'm at the stage that quitting is an excuse, not an option

In that email, Julio said that it's better to have a coach 
To monitor the progress made
Preferably a counselor
But at least you have someone to talk to, it's should be okay

Reading those emails really opened up my eyes
That I must do the same
In order to finish my study
Hoping that the encouragement is strong enough
Hoping that the determination and motivation are high enough

God doesn't put you in a situation that you can't handle
Everything happened for a reason
It's up on us to see the light behind




Saturday, July 6, 2019

Pearl Drink Is Trending


Assalamualaikum and good morning

Just woke up in the middle of the night
AGAIN
 It has been since last week
Well, my body clock kind of change right now
And feeling hungry in the early morning

Boba or the black pearl in the drink
Somehow, I don't know why it's on trend right now
Like every shop is making this drink these days

Have been tried a few brands of Boba drink 

Tealive
Chatime
Xin Fu Tang
Daboba
Black Whale
The Alley
Tea Amo
Secret Recipe
Family Mart

To be honest, most of the shops listed above have made this drink since like ages ago
Why go viral now?
And of course, the halal issue is the main concern
Islam is simple
You can ask directly about the ingredients
If there's no doubt, you can have that drink with ease
Otherwise, simply don't consume it

People are kind of mad when they are being judged for questioning that
But it's true
Yes, we know that you wanna keep out the syubhah in food
But then, don't judge people who are having this drink like they are drinking something non-halal
Typical mindset of some people in Malaysia

Yes, I'm not that religious 
But still manage to have the basic in me
They always considered themselves religious because of their appearance
Do you think those who wear kopiah, tudung labuh are that respectable?
Well, some of them are rude bastards
Thinking that they are good enough compared to others
Been dealing with that kind of people since ages
I got one in my rental house
Wearing all the sopan-look clothes
Tudung labuh, jubah etc
But she's just a bitch
Rude, ignorant, lazy bum
Well, not so religious la
Appearance can be deceiving, okay
Don't judge a book by its cover

Got to study now
Bye

Tuesday, June 18, 2019

Missing Mr F


Assalamualaikum and good night
Almost midnight here, in Malaysia

I can't trace Mr F whereabout these days
To be honest, since last November
Yes, some bad things happened to him
News spread pretty quickly
But the root or source of them are still doubtful
And people tend to believe it

Sighhh

For the last 10 days of Ramadhan 
Mr F appears 
Breaking fast and pray at mosques
Till hari raya
And then go back into hiding in his cave
Somewhere I don't know
I wish I knew

p/s: I got a Hari Raya card from his brother









Thursday, June 13, 2019

Thesis And Distraction


Assalamualaikum and good evening

Something pops up in my twitter
Saying that keep posting in english can help to improve english
Since english is not my native tongue
Then I remember that I'd done that quite some times
But I'm not that consistent
I write when I feel wanna write

That's why not much posting here
Hehehe

Still struggling with my study
Sighhhhh





Friday, September 28, 2018

It Has Been A While


Assalamualaikum & Good morning

Out of sudden
Just remind that I have my own blog
Lots of dust in here

Maybe I should start to write here again

Really impressed with the stats
Quite long time with no update
People do blog walking

Thank you for your visit

Monday, December 18, 2017

Get Rid Of Wisdom Tooth


Assalamualaikum and good afternoon

Something was wrong with my tooth since Saturday
Due to financial instability, decide to bear the pain
And this morning
Wake up damn early
To go the dental clinic

Arrived at the clinic at 7.40am
I was the 10th patient
Got my name called
Doctor asked me regarding the appointment made for my impacted wisdom tooth
She afraid that might be the same teeth
I told her no, it was another wisdom tooth
Then, she proceed with the treatment

My tooth was decayed badly
The best option was remove it completely
Pretty scare since I didn't done it in years
The doctor calm me down
And inject me with the anaesthesia
Twice as I still can feel the pain a little bit 

It was done
I refused to keep my tooth
When doctor asked me if I want it
Done with the payment
Quite cheap as it's a government dental clinic
On my way back home
Just remember that I should keep at least a photo of my tooth
Sigh
Kind of regret it

Still got the cotton inside my mouth right now
I hope it's not painful after anesthetics lost effect

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Working For Some Pocket Money


Assalamualaikum and good morning
It has been a while
Busy with life as a student

My mom is sick
Since November
She was diagnosed as a stroke patient
Can't move the right side of her body
Quite a terrifying moment for me
As I still need her as my motivation

Selling clothing range for some pocket money
We are financially struggling a bit as one of my sister sacrifice her job for taking care of my mum
At the same time, need to save money 
Not spending much like before

Interested in whatever I'm selling?
Click on these link before
Directly to the page


Let me know
We do shipping worldwide
Spread the words
Thank you very much

p/s: Will be back home this Christmas holiday to visit my mum. She's progressing quite good to recover

Friday, October 6, 2017

Happy Birthday Dear You


Assalamualaikum
It's a bit pass the midnight in Malaysia
Still wide awake

Today is Friday
Someone's special day
Happy Bornday
Happy Birthday
Mr F

May Allah shower you with greatness and blessing 

I wish I can say this right in front of you

May Allah fulfill my dream
A dream to have you
As my other half
In my life
Ameen

p/s: this song is stuck in my head for the past few days


I cannot take it
I'm not gonna wait
I know I can't have you
But I keep missing you

Not gonna wait
I'm not ok
I'll go to you
A little closer
Just come into my arms, even for a moment
Stay with me, even if it's in my dreams

(Live Up To Your Name OST)

(Mr F, you crossed my mind when I listen to this song for the first time)

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Let's Get It Done


Assalamualaikum and a very good morning

My page views keep increasing even though it's in small number
I don't expect people to read
But THANK YOU for blog walking

Last week, my friend had her viva voce
The one who was registered same period with me
I'm happy for you, Dr.
At the same time, kind of sad because i'm still struggling
Like what I've read on FB,
Everyone has different journey and zone time
I believe mine is soon enough

Still on the thesis and finishing the labwork
Hope to get it done by next month and just waiting for the analysis' results
I know I've been saying this quite some times
I know what I plan but I don't what God plans for me
I believe it's the best for me
Keep doing whatever I'm doing right now

p/s: miss you, dad

Monday, September 11, 2017

Live Up To Your Name


Assalamualaikum and very good evening

It has been 3 months since the last time I wrote something here

Nothing much changed since then. 
A little bit on my thesis. 
Yeay to myself.

Quite lose in the world of Korean entertainment industry. 
Yes, for me, it's much better than my own country.
Not so into kpop music but more into drama and variety show 

Feeling old when heard kpop songs from 5,6 years ago
Most groups have been disbanded
Mostly girl group
Too much competition, I guess

Time-travel drama
Don't know why, but I enjoyed such drama
This time, medical-related-time-travel drama
Live up to your name
Story on traditional acupuncture 
Way before the modern treatment

The weather is so cloudy outside right now
Going home late today
The first day of new semester