Get Rid Of Wisdom Tooth

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon

Something was wrong with my tooth since Saturday

Due to financial instability, decide to bear the pain

And this morning

Wake up damn early

To go the dental clinic

Arrived at the clinic at 7.40am

I was the 10th patient

Got my name called

Doctor asked me regarding the appointment made for my impacted wisdom tooth

She afraid that might be the same teeth

I told her no, it was another wisdom tooth

Then, she proceed with the treatment

My tooth was decayed badly

The best option was remove it completely

Pretty scare since I didn't done it in years

The doctor calm me down

And inject me with the anaesthesia

Twice as I still can feel the pain a little bit 

It was done

I refused to keep my tooth

When doctor asked me if I want it

Done with the payment

Quite cheap as it's a government dental clinic

On my way back home

Just remember that I should keep at least a photo of my tooth

Sigh

Kind of regret it

Still got the cotton inside my mouth right now

I hope it's not painful after anesthetics lost effect

Working For Some Pocket Money

Assalamualaikum and good morning

It has been a while

Busy with life as a student

My mom is sick

Since November

She was diagnosed as a stroke patient

Can't move the right side of her body

Quite a terrifying moment for me

As I still need her as my motivation

Selling clothing range for some pocket money

We are financially struggling a bit as one of my sister sacrifice her job for taking care of my mum

At the same time, need to save money 

Not spending much like before

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Thank you very much

p/s: Will be back home this Christmas holiday to visit my mum. She's progressing quite good to recover

Happy Birthday Dear You

Assalamualaikum

It's a bit pass the midnight in Malaysia

Still wide awake

Today is Friday

Someone's special day

Happy Bornday

Happy Birthday

Mr F

May Allah shower you with greatness and blessing 

I wish I can say this right in front of you

May Allah fulfill my dream

A dream to have you

As my other half

In my life

Ameen

p/s: this song is stuck in my head for the past few days

I cannot take it
I'm not gonna wait
I know I can't have you
But I keep missing you

Not gonna wait
I'm not ok
I'll go to you
A little closer
Just come into my arms, even for a moment
Stay with me, even if it's in my dreams

(Live Up To Your Name OST)

(Mr F, you crossed my mind when I listen to this song for the first time)

Let's Get It Done

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning

My page views keep increasing even though it's in small number

I don't expect people to read

But THANK YOU for blog walking

Last week, my friend had her viva voce

The one who was registered same period with me

I'm happy for you, Dr.

At the same time, kind of sad because i'm still struggling

Like what I've read on FB,

Everyone has different journey and zone time

I believe mine is soon enough

Still on the thesis and finishing the labwork

Hope to get it done by next month and just waiting for the analysis' results

I know I've been saying this quite some times

I know what I plan but I don't what God plans for me

I believe it's the best for me

Keep doing whatever I'm doing right now

p/s: miss you, dad

Live Up To Your Name

Assalamualaikum and very good evening

It has been 3 months since the last time I wrote something here

Nothing much changed since then. 

A little bit on my thesis. 

Yeay to myself.

Quite lose in the world of Korean entertainment industry. 

Yes, for me, it's much better than my own country.

Not so into kpop music but more into drama and variety show 

Feeling old when heard kpop songs from 5,6 years ago

Most groups have been disbanded

Mostly girl group

Too much competition, I guess

Time-travel drama

Don't know why, but I enjoyed such drama

This time, medical-related-time-travel drama

Live up to your name

Story on traditional acupuncture 

Way before the modern treatment

The weather is so cloudy outside right now

Going home late today

The first day of new semester

Dear Hardworking, Please Come To Me

Assalamualaikum and good morning

Currently in the lab

Air-cond is NOT functioning

So damn HOT

Can burn so much fat in this situation

Will be away for 2 weeks starting next weekend

Will be going home for Aidilfitri

Hence, not so into working mood

Already

Thank god

Currently waiting for my samples to be analysed

For structural confirmation

Yeah, NMR analysis

Can rest a bit

The queue is damn long

Hoping that can be settled within next week

So I can be in ease

Not worrying much

Still working on my thesis

To be honest

Lab works are much preferable than writing

It's not that easy to put everything into words

Fighting till the end

Missing Him

Assalamualaikum and good evening

Today is the 2nd day of Ramadhan

I still clearly remember

What happened 4 years ago

Death

Something that we can't avoid

Happen to everyone 

Accept it or not

To be honest

I'm not ready

To face his death

Somehow, still need him

But

Who are we to fight against fate

Something that already written by God

Missing him

Hoping that can find a man that really care for me

Like he did

Stubborn, rebellious, short-tempered, hot-headed me

Can you handle me like him, Mr F?

Rest in peace 

My partner-in-crime

Happy Fasting In Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum and good evening

27th May

Tomorrow

First day of Ramadhan

The fasting month for Muslims

Tonight is the beginning of Tarawih Prayer

The sunnah prayer that we do

ONLY in Ramadhan

Ramadhan
Quite a special month
Can see people doing lots of charity
Helping people and feeding the orphans
It doesn't mean we aren't doing that in other months
But people tends to give more in Ramadhan

In this upcoming Ramadhan
Hope to be healthy
Hope for no more hospital
Hope for no more surgery

Time to reclaim myself
Extra effort to fight the devil in me
For the sake of my beloved ones

Salam Ramadhan
Happy Fasting to all Muslims around the globe

Potluck Before Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon

Today is the makan-makan day

They always plan on gathering occasionally

Before the fasting month

It's normal for us to plan a potluck time

Any of us can bring our own food

To made thing easier, just pay certain amount of money to the staff

And they organize the menu for that day

On the day like this

We can have all our fellows present

Who doesn't love to eat, right?

Chatting while having our lunch

Gossip and gossip and gossip

Arranging the food

Chicken and beef satay

Cream puff and brownies

It's good to have bonding time like this

Bon apetite everyone

Happy Teacher's Day

Assalamualaikum and good morning

Today is 16th May

Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's Day 

To those in education profession

Keep doing your best in educating our generations

Used to celebrate the day when I was in school

Had lots of fun

Teachers enjoyed the day

Kind of like day-off for them

Since we got no class at all for the whole day

Not to mention we could go home early

When I was on the bus to faculty this morning

Pass by a primary school 

They gather at the assembly place

Performing for the teachers

Miss my old days

Finally Understand

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon

Thesis writing is not that easy

Even though you know it's all about your research

To put it into words

Damn stressful

Now I get it

Why some people take quite a while to finish their thesis

English is not commonly used in my daily life

I speak in my state-accent quite often

Thesis writing is quite tough for me

It's the highest level of education

You should chose your words

Should not write like a pre-school kids

Sigh

Trying my best to finish things up

Hopefully can graduate next year

If God wills 

Remember This Suddenly

Assalamualaikum and good evening

It has been a while 

I did have some things that I wanna share here 

But I guess I'm easily distracted. 

Again. 

Thank God I'm doing good progress on my research. 

Should start to write a new part of my thesis. 

Plan to finish things up this year

Just need to FOCUS

And don't lose motivation

Happy for you Mr F

Congratulations for got chosen to fill that

I wish I can tell you more about Mr F

Currently watching old Korean drama while write up a research review 

This song reminds me of Mr F a lot

When my fingertips brush you

The warmth spreads to my icy heart

Although I want to approach you secretly and lean on you

But the distance between us doesn't get any closer

It's okay if I can't touch you

It's okay if I can't hug you

Lonely love

Yes I love you

Like my destiny

I can feel you

It's okay if I can't love you

It's okay if I can't reach you

Lonely love

Yes I love you

Even from far away

I can see you

P/s:  I can have you in my dreams but not in reality. Nothing I can do since I like a person who is seem to be beyond my reach.