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Friday, October 6, 2017

Happy Birthday Dear You


Assalamualaikum
It's a bit pass the midnight in Malaysia
Still wide awake

Today is Friday
Someone's special day
Happy Bornday
Happy Birthday
Mr F

May Allah shower you with greatness and blessing 

I wish I can say this right in front of you

May Allah fulfill my dream
A dream to have you
As my other half
In my life
Ameen

p/s: this song is stuck in my head for the past few days


I cannot take it
I'm not gonna wait
I know I can't have you
But I keep missing you

Not gonna wait
I'm not ok
I'll go to you
A little closer
Just come into my arms, even for a moment
Stay with me, even if it's in my dreams

(Live Up To Your Name OST)

(Mr F, you crossed my mind when I listen to this song for the first time)
Thursday, September 14, 2017

Let's Get It Done


Assalamualaikum and a very good morning

My page views keep increasing even though it's in small number
I don't expect people to read
But THANK YOU for blog walking

Last week, my friend had her viva voce
The one who was registered same period with me
I'm happy for you, Dr.
At the same time, kind of sad because i'm still struggling
Like what I've read on FB,
Everyone has different journey and zone time
I believe mine is soon enough

Still on the thesis and finishing the labwork
Hope to get it done by next month and just waiting for the analysis' results
I know I've been saying this quite some times
I know what I plan but I don't what God plans for me
I believe it's the best for me
Keep doing whatever I'm doing right now

p/s: miss you, dad
Monday, September 11, 2017

Live Up To Your Name


Assalamualaikum and very good evening

It has been 3 months since the last time I wrote something here

Nothing much changed since then. 
A little bit on my thesis. 
Yeay to myself.

Quite lose in the world of Korean entertainment industry. 
Yes, for me, it's much better than my own country.
Not so into kpop music but more into drama and variety show 

Feeling old when heard kpop songs from 5,6 years ago
Most groups have been disbanded
Mostly girl group
Too much competition, I guess

Time-travel drama
Don't know why, but I enjoyed such drama
This time, medical-related-time-travel drama
Live up to your name
Story on traditional acupuncture 
Way before the modern treatment

The weather is so cloudy outside right now
Going home late today
The first day of new semester





Thursday, June 8, 2017

Dear Hardworking, Please Come To Me


Assalamualaikum and good morning

Currently in the lab
Air-cond is NOT functioning
So damn HOT
Can burn so much fat in this situation

Will be away for 2 weeks starting next weekend
Will be going home for Aidilfitri
Hence, not so into working mood
Already

Thank god
Currently waiting for my samples to be analysed
For structural confirmation
Yeah, NMR analysis
Can rest a bit

The queue is damn long
Hoping that can be settled within next week
So I can be in ease
Not worrying much

Still working on my thesis
To be honest
Lab works are much preferable than writing
It's not that easy to put everything into words

Fighting till the end



Sunday, May 28, 2017

Missing Him


Assalamualaikum and good evening

Today is the 2nd day of Ramadhan
I still clearly remember
What happened 4 years ago

Death
Something that we can't avoid
Happen to everyone 
Accept it or not

To be honest
I'm not ready
To face his death
Somehow, still need him
But
Who are we to fight against fate
Something that already written by God

Missing him
Hoping that can find a man that really care for me
Like he did
Stubborn, rebellious, short-tempered, hot-headed me
Can you handle me like him, Mr F?

Rest in peace 
My partner-in-crime

Friday, May 26, 2017

Happy Fasting In Ramadhan


Assalamualaikum and good evening

27th May
Tomorrow
First day of Ramadhan
The fasting month for Muslims

Tonight is the beginning of Tarawih Prayer
The sunnah prayer that we do
ONLY in Ramadhan

Ramadhan
Quite a special month
Can see people doing lots of charity
Helping people and feeding the orphans
It doesn't mean we aren't doing that in other months
But people tends to give more in Ramadhan

In this upcoming Ramadhan
Hope to be healthy
Hope for no more hospital
Hope for no more surgery

Time to reclaim myself
Extra effort to fight the devil in me
For the sake of my beloved ones

Salam Ramadhan
Happy Fasting to all Muslims around the globe



Thursday, May 18, 2017

Potluck Before Ramadhan


Assalamualaikum and good afternoon

Today is the makan-makan day
They always plan on gathering occasionally
Before the fasting month
It's normal for us to plan a potluck time
Any of us can bring our own food
To made thing easier, just pay certain amount of money to the staff
And they organize the menu for that day

On the day like this
We can have all our fellows present
Who doesn't love to eat, right?
Chatting while having our lunch
Gossip and gossip and gossip

Arranging the food

Chicken and beef satay

Cream puff and brownies

It's good to have bonding time like this
Bon apetite everyone

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Happy Teacher's Day


Assalamualaikum and good morning

Today is 16th May
Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's Day 
To those in education profession
Keep doing your best in educating our generations

Used to celebrate the day when I was in school
Had lots of fun
Teachers enjoyed the day
Kind of like day-off for them
Since we got no class at all for the whole day
Not to mention we could go home early

When I was on the bus to faculty this morning
Pass by a primary school 
They gather at the assembly place
Performing for the teachers
Miss my old days

Saturday, April 29, 2017

Finally Understand


Assalamualaikum and good afternoon

Thesis writing is not that easy
Even though you know it's all about your research
To put it into words
Damn stressful

Now I get it
Why some people take quite a while to finish their thesis
English is not commonly used in my daily life
I speak in my state-accent quite often

Thesis writing is quite tough for me
It's the highest level of education
You should chose your words
Should not write like a pre-school kids
Sigh

Trying my best to finish things up

Hopefully can graduate next year
If God wills 
Friday, April 14, 2017

Remember This Suddenly


Assalamualaikum and good evening

It has been a while 
I did have some things that I wanna share here 
But I guess I'm easily distracted. 
Again. 

Thank God I'm doing good progress on my research. 
Should start to write a new part of my thesis. 
Plan to finish things up this year
Just need to FOCUS
And don't lose motivation

Happy for you Mr F
Congratulations for got chosen to fill that
I wish I can tell you more about Mr F

Currently watching old Korean drama while write up a research review 
This song reminds me of Mr F a lot

When my fingertips brush you
The warmth spreads to my icy heart
Although I want to approach you secretly and lean on you
But the distance between us doesn't get any closer

It's okay if I can't touch you
It's okay if I can't hug you
Lonely love
Yes I love you
Like my destiny
I can feel you

It's okay if I can't love you
It's okay if I can't reach you
Lonely love
Yes I love you
Even from far away
I can see you

P/s:  I can have you in my dreams but not in reality. Nothing I can do since I like a person who is seem to be beyond my reach.